i want this week to be over.

the next 3 nights are gunna be late ones.
i have 3 assignments due on friday and they are quite big ones.
well my math assignment is already 1,800 and 8 pages, there are loads of graphs.
english and PE im not keen for, rewatching sarah connor kill T-1000 is gunna be a highlight....im lieing not really. Its hard to watch a sequal to a movie when i havent evan seen the 1st.
and for Pe, who really cares what the barriers are for golf, just let the old mates play in peace.

anyways i have to encounter a day at school, might just leave at 2nd lunch cause im to slack to do cissa, this weather is a worry.

linkin park is just amazing, especially their old music!

give me motivation.

im repulsed.

in myself. its yuck.
i found a picture of how i looked in year 8, evan though it was 2006, blaah how yuck was i! a tubby boom bahh is all i can say. now i understand why nathan use to call me fat every god dam day, which is now in the past. my face alone was so round and full of fat cells. and my arms had rolls even when they were straight.
im disgusted and yet sad to how I got, but now annoys me to when people say you werent that fat, i was okay and i know it, it doesnt hurt me no more to say I was. Just gotta think of how i am now, how hard i worked, how pleased i am and how much confidence i gained. i may have the memories but i wont let them interfere with myself now.

the old me was 80kg and now im 55kg.
im not afraid to say it, its the truth.
maybe i should be the ambassador for health clinics, CAUSE AT LEAST IVE KEPT THE WEIGHT OFF!

assignments and exams = stress overload & plenty of late nights & this weekend is ruined!

should i be a twit twit twitter kid.

I believe,
that you have the will power to guide yourself through the darkest days of life. Just gain hope and you can turn out shining.

p.s knee is stuffed, so limping is the new style of walking.
&& im going out tonight, gunna become a lil social butterfly once I hit the illegal substances, well for underage teens. its been a while.



in relation to title, should i become a twitter bug, i actually would just like to beat ashton kutcher with all his posts. where do you find all the time.





you still have changed and you can't go back, you just can't. you can't erase history either.

Proud to be her Aunty

Yes i am, Jaida Alicia Walker im blastly proud of how far you've come. Love you.

ive noticed blogs have become immensly shorter, just so much work load comming in from school and to be honest im cutting short on ideas on what to say.

I need to read some more books, oo a frog is on my window. cute

xoxo

just wanna say

THANKYOU SO MUCH ! and i will miss you extremely, but ill be seeing you at the end of the year. :) love you so very muchly