Who was in the nose bleed section last night?

Rachel Lea Deighton was, & what a messy night it was :)!

sweet

this weekend is looking mighty fine, timeout & a few gatherings tonight, keen to get messy of the lovely rum. &&& hilltop hoodilums, my all time favourite aussie hip hoppers.

things in life area going great and the people in my life are going great.

all speeches/assignments are done for the term, the only thing left is bloody 6 block exams, study sessions await.

peace out brussell sprouts.
aw man they are so gross.

Sometimes

I like to think that im alone in this world, allows me to feel normal and everything is fine. Cause its just myself with no other distractions.
why why why why why why why, ive waited for so long.

good day to you.

yeah right to homework.

For the past few days instead of mind wrenching homework I watch Dexter, the show that i relate to. Well don't stress im not a murderer, I'm just really facinated in blood. They should dedicate a subject at school to blood, that would be swell. Im sorry if blood grosses you out, I just recon the inner body is more amazing then the outside at times, depends on person, hehe cutaaayyy :)

anyways timeout this saturday, just want to see hilltop hoods, the best :)
&& geezz still have to orals to do were suppose to be today but nooo things had to break, certain people went overtime by 10 minutes and yeah was the slackest lessons ive ever done. But now i get to waste my lunchtimes doing my speechs. GREAT!

im off for another ep of dexy. nicknamed him already. & i only nickname the lovely people. so cya.

im jealous.

of everything you have, how you have become happier.
one day it will happen to me, I say.

lalalaalalalalalaalalallaalalalalallalalal ps3 rules.
modern history doesn't rule :)

oh & for those who bother reading this, (you people are very lovely)ive decided to reduce my going out/alcohol intake. trying to restore myself to how i was. Maybe a low key change is what i need.


froth froth froth froth, i wanna see him live :)

shocked

It has been a little of 48 hours since I got told. I believe what im feeling right now is im in a frantic stage of shock. I don't want to have this, im so young, I dont understand why me. But I have to remember people get things that others don't, & its not my fault its based in the family genes. I part of me has been taken away, but that part was unhealthy & the pain will leave and I will heal. But then i think how long till another one returns, another scar to add to my pale skin. I have no other way to describe how I feel, im just blank with emotions and I just want to sit down and cry.

goodbye sun for another day, ill see you tomorrow so you can torture me a little more.

This experience has also made me realise that ive changed. This time last year i hated going out well night life, i never did shit that i do now, eeeerrrr to me.

I like it when

people sing the acoustic version of wonderwall. so lovely.
& the people who do it are lovely :)

school has been good, very dramatic i must say, but im having a blast. Daintree this thursday with the cool kids and the critters in the trees, oh what a day it will be. School work wise im doing it for a change, just not keen on these bloody orals, now now its G rated, orals = speech. tsk tsk to you dirty people.

i want a nice new dress, someone help me find the perfecto one. :) :) :) :) :) :)

yeow timeout in 2 weeks i think, hillatoppa, hilla, tilla, tilla, toppa !!! keen as beans.

i have patience, i can wait.

Today I sit

confused, very confused.

sports carnival was fun, chilled out, had some fun, did some running, through some heavy fricken balls! urgh.

& with school, thats been good, just have to pace myself with the work load.

crap what to do on the weekend. i wish i could drive!