It has been a little of 48 hours since I got told. I believe what im feeling right now is im in a frantic stage of shock. I don't want to have this, im so young, I dont understand why me. But I have to remember people get things that others don't, & its not my fault its based in the family genes. I part of me has been taken away, but that part was unhealthy & the pain will leave and I will heal. But then i think how long till another one returns, another scar to add to my pale skin. I have no other way to describe how I feel, im just blank with emotions and I just want to sit down and cry.
goodbye sun for another day, ill see you tomorrow so you can torture me a little more.
This experience has also made me realise that ive changed. This time last year i hated going out well night life, i never did shit that i do now, eeeerrrr to me.
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