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memories, they are all around us, some fade, some remain. The memories i hold, will never leave, always stay in tack; well hopefully. For some of these memories, i wish that they could just be sucked out of my mind, but for me the worst memories stay in the front of my mind, pushing all the more useful memories behind. But hopefully this comes to an end. I hope.

Anyways, just would like to thank shanice/tash for making that, highly thoughtful.

&& whatever happened that night, was seriously stupid, got me annoyed and thanks for slighty ruining a fragment of my time, oh well. moving on :)


baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa passion pit <3

hey holidays

they've started but things are alraedy fucked
oh well, just gunna take each day as they come, party party party.


peace.

Farewell

Today I said goodbye, goodbye to a girl who is truely amazing. A girl to whom i hope achieves well and reaches her goals, a girl who deserves the best out of life cause she puts effort in, goodbye daisy, i love you. i'll see you when i go down south.

4 exams left, 2 days left, & then hello large intake of alcohol for 2 months, love thy life.

It all comes to an end

12 years is all it took, 12 years to set up the beginning of life, now it's over, your alone and gunna face the world, set new goals and hopefully reach the unreachable.A new chapter is about to begin, so make it right for yourself. Good luck to those who are going to experience this, this time next year i'm going to feel these emotions. Next year im going to make it good, next year im going to make it the best time of our lives, 2010' seniors, were gunna take over :)

3 more days left, yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewww!

oh booking tickets to brisbane in the new year, if it all goes to plan i get to see haley :)

i also just want to mention that im proud of my brother, factos made it!

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It has come to the end of another year of school, a year where im proud of myself in ways and in others im not. Im proud of finally reaching my 'goal weight', might sound cheesy but its good to be inspired to reach something, so now my goal is to keep it off & its been about 4 months, so i must be doing something right, no yo-yo diet shit is gunna happen to me! Now for what im disapointed in myself is how i have mostly given up on school, leaving school to be my last priority when it certainly should be my first or second, not last. But i guess i can always improve next year, there i go again being optimistic. anywho that new moon crap comes out on thursday or if your a hardcore mclovin twilight fan, booya midnight screening ; which is entirely stupid.

anyways i must get off this internet, & chemistry it up.

im going to miss you dearly

How I feel

Before i begin, this blog is purely just to explain how i feel, if it doesn't make sense to you, well you obviously don't understand, but I do. This was encouraged by Shanice Jane Robson; the girl who i absolutly adore.

anyways...

For the last few weeks i've had an issue clogged in the back of my mind, its been my focal point now and its getting in the way of everything; social life, assignments etc. What hurts me the most about it, is i cant do anything. Im stuck here alone; yes alone as per usual, waiting for an availability to help. Im searching for it, but its not comming and im really over waiting. So finally it has reached the top of me, & now i sit with tears realming down my cheeks; i feel useless, off edge and an idiot for crying. I've realised that it is not up to me to help, but im just one of those types of people, who always want to help, who always allow other peoples problems get the better of me, or am i just helpful and caring enough to not let the issue slide, i want to help and i must help. But for this issue i cant, its simply not in my hands to do anything. I just feel nothing, absolutly empty.

I need to restore myself, to whom i was. I hate how i am right now.

& goodluck to the year 12ers for fianlly making it to the end, i'll miss a certain few.

worser.

my head has been down for the past few days, so many things to try to understand. As I began to get things back on track and get blown in the face with something, something i cant face as it hurts to much. I cant lose you, not now not ever.