Deep down i fear the future, bloody terrified of it. I like the security of school, cause for the past 11 years its been my life, 5 days a week 9am-3pm. But once its over you encounter many problems. One slip up and a possibility that you could be saying farewell to your career, friends or family. I also fear to once i leave Cairns i'll be alone, im going on a different path to all of my friends, joining the defence force is the different path for I. Ill just have myself fighting for survival in this dog eat dog world. That how I see it. But hopefully Ill be okay, you never know the dream that shanice & i have of living in a cute place with a red kitchen may come true or I could be transfered to a uni that contains people i know.... Ive got plenty of time till I leave school. Im gunna enjoy what i have and try to forget about the future, and live in the moment I have now.
Kids, Don't forget to eat your greens.
- may give blogging a rest, am i going to overboard with the posts? I may just be enthusiastic.
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