8:11

I sit here in my brothers room with the only thing on my mind is you. I just don't understand why your not accepting the new person that i've become. Maybe i do things do things differently and we may not see one another as much as before. But i love you, your an amazing person, you deserve the best and you deserve a better best friend. Lately we don't tell each other as much, i was scared to tell you that i diced you for new years, i felt my entire heart sink when i realised what i had done. It's just when your not happy and your not agreeing with everything, well it effects me so much, it makes me sad. I just hope we fix things, things that should not of happened. Please just accept the new me and we can move on. It's now 8.14 and i just wrote how i felt in the moment.